pewerell

i lie on my bed trying to concentrate this chapter won't finish itself and i succeed at some rate a breeze blows around me the curtains prance around out of the corner of my eye my ear pricks at a sound but then i look more closely and there's nothing there to see just my stupid imagination making a fool out of me my eyes tear up yet still i continue to search knowing i'll never find him cause he's gone from this earth

i write stupid poems to tell people how i feel i never realized i'm stupid and that's what i feel how can people offer insight on a stupid incident how can people not be stupid over a stupid argument i can never get those people who don't feel empathy but based on something stupid no one can feel sympathy

when i was a little girl i was told how lucky i was but i never believed it i thought how sucky life was i fell in love with a horrible guy who didn't love me back he used me and dumped me i also got the sack i got another job then i met another man he loved me and i loved him as i never knew i can 'i'm very lucky' i said one day i have all that i want and see 'luck has nothing to do with it' he said and kissed me

as i see it in your eyes i know it's not there in mine with fear i watch it fade away watch it leave without a trace i know i may begin to feel the feeling that you want of me but till today i have not felt the feeling that you want to see i'm sorry for the pain i give and hope that you will see one day a very big favor was all i gave by frankly saying no that day

'am i dreaming?' she thought ' oh wait i am not in some cheesy movie so im supposed to be wondering when all this drama can end!!' 'i'm sorry' he said 'yeah right' she thought 'u probably enjoy tormenting me and pretty soon will turn out to be just kidding and ask about 1 of my friends.....again' 'look i know this sounds crazy but believe me i wondered at this a million times before i came here' 'okay look i don't wanna get hurt again'said she 'wow a fully formed sentence!!' 'it's okay i'll be there'he came close,too close and somehow.... his lips were on mine. "NO WAY" ...i opened my eyes